Life in the Real World

Guess what! A real entry yo! Not just a sentence!!!!!

Ha ha not that anyone actually reads this but yeah,

So I just listened to the dozing green sample. It actually sounds good yo. No just some power cord wanna be metal shit. Well at least that's what I gathered from the 10 second sample. Of course kyo's voice is kinda shitty now. But yeah, I think I'll like this new song.

So anywayz. I supposed to be doing hw right now, but I DON'T WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ehhhhhh college really pisses me off. I miss the days where I could just not do any work and still get A's. And I think I been partying too much because my weekends are basically a workless waste of life partying then sleeping. So my weeks are crammed with shit and then I get stressed and then I party on the weekends more and then the cycle starts all over again. ARRRRRGGGGH!!!!!! Gotta chill

So I miss my DD!! I haven't seen him in so long and I want to. That poo is too good to come visit me! But seriously, he needs to let go of smoking so much weed and hang out with me and Bri like good old times. And I want to have a slumber party with them at my dorm. But Mr. Pot-Head-Greek is too cool for that now! That fat whore!!!

Gah! Gotta et back to some hw. Yeah.

--Kat

Lets all kick holes on doors!

I'M NEVER PARTYING ON A WEEK NIGHT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I be bored and Matt gave me the letter H.

1)Hide-I don't have to explain this one
2)Hobbits- They live in the Shire. They smoke weed all day. They are short and cute. They are Hobbits. Nuff said.
3)Hizumi- Amazing vocalist for D'espairsRay
4)Happiness- It's nice to be happy
5)Hands- I really like the shapes of hands. I always try to draw them, but I suck at drawing so I fail :(
6)Hookers- Who doesn't like a cheap hooker every once in a while?
7)Hank- My Grandpa's name. I like him because he's so bitter and cynical. I aspire to be as old and angry as him some day
8)Hotarubi- One of my most favorite Dir en grey songs EVER! I think it's about WWII and the a-bomb, but that's all up to interpretation.
9)Hailie- My friend Joey's kitty. She's adorable! I love her <3
10)Haddon Township- The town I grew up in. HT rules!!! :)

testing lj cut because i dont know how to make one

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Yeah. Got nothin to do, so I might as well update this stupid thing. -_-

Been trying to adjust to college life, ya know? Haven't met too many people yet, but eh. I'm not very social. And I miss high school! It's betta! Actually, it isn't. High school=drama. But at college I actually have to study and shit. And I don't know anyone! I miss all my G's up at Rutgers, CCC, and even those still at HTHS!!!

Well, anywayz....

Yeah, I'm done. LJ is stupid :)

--Kat

I'm so emo.

And lonely :'(

Tomorrow I move into college.

One part of me is excited. This summer pretty much sucked and was most boring ever. I did pretty much nothing. Compared to last summer, this was aweful. It was also short and hairsplitting. I could have made my final hs summer a little better, but eh. I guess I had a case of post-graduation anti-social syndrome. It happens.

I'm glad to be free of high school. I'll be free of the immature drama that goes one there. I'll be free from my parents and I'll be free to learn things my own way. It seems my life has been so long, but it's only just beginning. But I have learned alot from high school and teenage-hood.

The other part of me doesn't want to go tomorrow. Bri and DD are going into 11th grade, and part of me wishes I was going into it with them. I want to be a teenager again, so much less freedom, but also less responsibilty. I miss 11th grade lunch, 9th grade love, 12th grade mistakes, and 10th grade drama. I miss junior high dorkiness and elemntary school innocence.

And now it's all over. Childhood is gone, college is on the way. I should go to bed now.

--Kat

Temple orientation tomorrow!!!! I'm so excited! It's going to be overnight so I'll get to meet lots of people and live at the dorms for one night. I'll get to choose my classes, too. So far, it hasn't really hit me that I'll be attending college this fall. It feels like any other lazy summer. But soon... I'm going to fully realize my high school days are OVER. Craziness.

--Kat

So today I got a really scary phone call. It was midmorning and I was just sitting around in my pjs. Then the house phone rang and I was the only one at home so I answered it. It was some guy who said he was a high school friend of my parents. That's fine and all, but then he started talking about aphrodisiacs and asked me if I knew what it was. It was really creepy! He just kept talking about aphrodisiacs and was like "it means something having do with sexual desire." Um... excuse me? Why was he saying this? Then he was asking me all these questions like what year was I born and what my name was. I lied about my name and what town we live in. I probably should have just hung up on him, but I didn't know what to do. When I finally got off the phone, I went downstairs and got a big kitchen knife. Then I thoroughly searched the house to make sure the guy wasn't like in my basement or something and had called me to freak me out before he came to kill me. I later asked told my parents he called, but didn't tell them all the stuff he said. They said they knew who he was but hadn't talked to him in like 20 years. :O

Well, I'll probably be paranoid for a few days. It doesn't help I just watched a movie about a serial killer with Karen tonight. Bleh creepy!

On a lighter note, I got a job for j-revolution. It's a non-paying job, but it's still good experience. I'll be a columnist for the website.

--Kat

My life: Sit around in my room; watch some youtube; sit some more; read a book; sit some more; eat food; sit; read manga; sit; download music; sit; stare at my posters; sit again; write a crappy poem; sit sit sit sit....

Yeah. Summer sucks. Majorly.

So I was thinking about Temple and how I'm so excited to go!!!!! I can't stand haveing no purpose in life. Come August my life will pick up again. I been talking to my roomates. They seem pretty nice. Their names are Rosemarie, Nadia, and Abigail. And I'm Katherine. Interesting how we all have sort of old fashioned names. We're on the fifth floor. This means I'm going to have to take the evlevateor everyday or take 5 sets of stairs!! Oh well good excersise i guess.

So now that I have this awesomely good Mac Book I can watch stuff online! Last night I watched the movie Seth Et Holth. It's so great. Two homoerotic vk stars play a couple of crazy angel/vampire thingies who get exiled from their home, the land of Nun, for asking to many qustions. They whereget sent to Earth they get lots in the confusion, greed, and hunger of human nature. It's a must see for EVERYONE!!! It also include lots of weird sex-like bood commucation... O_O

La la la

Time to go back to sitting around.

--Kat

So I haven't written in here for freaki FOREVER!! I got the idea to b/c Bri has one now so I was like "I haven't written, i should." So here I am. I'm on my sweet new laptop, too!

Ehhhhhhhh not really in writing mood so I'll post pther stuff later (maybe)

--Kat

So I just got back from Japan about a week ago. Was pretty awesome. I got to go to Harajuku and other cool parts of Tokyo. But for most of the month was living in Oita with a host family. I actually don't feel like writing a long entry about the trip, but maybe I will eventually.

--Kat

I'm leaving for LA in like an hour and then from there I'm leaving for TOKYO!!!!!!!!! I'm very anxious....

Be back in like a month.

--Kat

Clothes
[ ] You own a bandanna you regularly wear in some obscure way.
[ ] You wear your jeans tighter than tight.
[x] You wear flats and/or converse.
[ ] You wear long beaded necklaces and fake pearls.
[ ] You wear studded belts.
[x] You shop at thrift stores.
[x] You make your own clothes.
[ ] You wear shirts of bands you've never heard of.
[ ] You buy shirts from the little boys section.
[ ] You wear more clothing layers than an eskimo.
[ ] You love to wear bright colors.
[ ] You borrow your boyfriend or girlfriend's clothes.
[ ] You wear skinny jeans that go in at your ankle.
Total: 3


Hair
[ ] You cut you own hair.
[ ] You have 2 or more different colors in your hair.
[ ] You have a mullet.
[ ] You spend more than 15 minutes straightening and/or styling your hair every day.
[ ] You own more than 20 hair products.
[ ] You don't wash your hair everyday.
Total: 0


Lifestyle
[ ] You're sXe, but just because you're a minor.
[ ] You love God.
[ ] You're a vegetarian.
[x] You love going to shows.
[ ] You're in love with yourself.
[ ] You think you're a gangsta.
[x] Your music is better than everyone else's.
Total: 2


Computer
[ ] You have x's in your screename.
[ ] Your myspace pictures show less than half of your face.
[ ] Your comments and/or friends are hidden on your profile.
[ ] You check your myspace at least every day.
[ ] You bought a sidekick just so you could check your myspace.
Total: 0


Likes
[ ] Robots
[ ] Dinosaurs
[x] Hello Kitty
[x] Makeup
[ ] Little kid jewelry and hair stuff
[ ] Animal Prints
[x] Piercings
[x] Tattoos
[ ] Stars
[ ]Stripes
[ ]Polkadots
[ ]Huge sunglasses
[ ] Camo
Total: 4


Dislikes
[ ] Goth kids
[ ] Nu-metal
[x] annoying people
[x] Stuck up people
[ ] Curly Hair
[ ] Mean Kids
Total: 2


Total score:11
Double your score and thats your scene percentage =]
I'm 22% scene. Ewwwwww. I think I'll stick with "casual loli"

Prom was awesome! I wore my perdy dress and danced like 75% of the night! So did Luke and it was great! I love dancing! The dj actually played a couple songs I like. One was Razed in Black's Vlush and the other was the Naked song (both industrial of course). So great! :D I danced crazy with Dave during these songs. Mr. Lewis, my french teacher, was also there and he was dancing like crazy. He can break dance! He rox.

So anyways, other than that, prom was prom. Not much else to say about it, except it was awesome. My feet still hurt from the heels I wore all night, though. This week I've been limping a little, which wasn't good because I had to do alot of walking. I went to the mall to get Brian a birthday present. He's going to be 15! Makes me feel so old... I got him a My Chemical Romance t-shirt because he loves them. I also picked up the american release of Withering to Death by Diru. ............Ok I have much to say about it. First, I already have the German release, so now I have two copies. That doesn't bother me too much because I have both the German and Taiwanese releases of M10M's Nocturnal Opera. But this american version of WtD sucks. The lyric booklet isn't even an actual booklet but a folded peice of paper. It also looks like it's been photo copied many times. Worst yet is the fact that they don't even have the Japanese lyrics in them! Not even the romaji! It's the poor english translations only. WTF!?!!? Is the record company trying to hide the fact that diru is Japanese? The German version came with two very nicely printed booklets: one had the kanji lyrics and english translations, the other had romji lyrics with german translations. And what do the americans get? A folded piece of photo copied paper.

I haven't listened to the cd yet, but the dvd it came with is actually pretty good. It has five uncensored videos: two pvs (The Final and Saku) and two montage type videos (Merciless Cult and Machavialism). The fifth is a bunch of clips from The Tour of Vulgar[ism]... I'm sorry, but it seems, after seeing many live videos of Diru, I think they suck live. I've never seen them live in person, but so far my impression of them live is sucky. Don't get me wrong, the performance is AMAZING, but the music is just so... off. And not like a good kind of "off". Just off and messy.

I just got home from seeing X-men III and it rocked.

--Kat

Hells yeah! Prom is tomorrow night and I'm all set! Got my dress and assessories and everything. Tonight I do need to take in the dress a little, but besides that, I'm all ready to go! I love my dress! It's light pink, silk, and long with ruffles. The top part has a bow and is off the shoulder. It looks very victorian and bourgeois. I love it very much. And it came from a thrift shop! Which makes it so much more awesome. It's never been worn and still had it's original price tags on it, which was $750! But I got it for only $150. How awesome is that? I also got a pearl choker and pearl earings to go with it and long white gloves. It's soooooo lovely! <3

Anywho, this week has been dragging by so SLOW. It's because I've been very anxious for prom. Today someone pulled the fire alarm AGAIN. After that morning we had a fire drill, then in 9th period some shit face kid goes and sounds a false alarm. Asshole! We were outside for 2 hours and couldn't leave while the cops came to look for bombs. This is like the 7th time this year someone did that. I took Joey's hoodie and put it over my head to keep the sun off me. I don't want a tan or burn, especially right before prom.

I got a post card in the mail today anouncing Dracula's Ball. It shall be June 10th. I REALLY want to go, but that is right before my final examines and a week before AnimeNEXT, which I'm trying to save my moneys for. I do have a great idea for an outfit, though. Two ideas: first is based off something I saw in the G&L Bible and very erololi. I have this very short skort that looks like a mini skirt with a slit up the side. I want to lace up the slit with white ribbon and wear a garder belt underneath with fishnet stockings. The skort is so short that the garder would peak out the bottom. For a top, I want a cute (fake) corset (maybe from H&M) that I could alter to match the skort. Then I could wear my goth boots and lace choker. OR, my second idea is (also from G&L Bible) to make a right-above-the-nee skirt out of black lace fabric and a black tank that I want to put lace on the top, bottom, and strings.But before I start either of these outfits, I must decide whether I'm going to go or not. :/

--Kat

So today I went to Philly to meet the "Philly Lolitas". Was very cool. Many people were supposed to show up, but only two other girls were there. I met suzanosday and kiyomi23. Suzanosday is so adorable! I loved her outfit and she's so small and adorable and friendly. <3 Kiyomi23 is awesome, too. I loved her dress!!!!! ^.^ I want to hang out with these people more often. They are so nice! My outfit was no good compared to their outfits. It was so casual and plain. So, it was the three of us and we drank tea and then went on south street and to some other cool stores. Very fun! ^_^

I'm tired right now. Off to bed for me.

--Kat

Ok, there are people that I really really hate that piss me off ALOT. People need to fucking grow up. WE ARE JUNIORS IN HIGH SCHOOL, NOT IN JUNIOR HIGH SCOOL!!!!!!! Start acting like it, whore. ARG!!!!! I'm so fucking pissed. And I don't get angry that easily, but I'm mad at someone. I'm steaming from my ears right now.

...........

Yeah I is pissed. At who? I'll never tell.

--Kat

Yeah I have that song stuck in my head. IT'S SOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!! I <3 Child Prey.

Anyway, so on saturday is I'm going to meet lolitas in Philly. This is weird. I haven't really met any other lolitas before and I didn't know there were people who actually got together and met up. So cool! I hope they like me... I think I'm going to wear my white frilly blouse and black lolita skirt with lace socks and black heels. No headress because the one that I have is actually a choker and I look bad in those anyway. Maybe I'll put my hair in piggy-tails. ^.^v

On quite a different note, I am sick of my friends. Ok, not all of them, but some. Not naming names lest they find this journal, BUT sometimes I feel like I can't wait to GET OUT of high school just so I can get away from them. And what will i do after high school? I want to get into college and study abroad and do cool things. And I want to write novels and I want to teach. I can't wait to just graduate.

Hm, I'm not too good at this whole blog thing.

--kat