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Aug. 23rd, 2007 | 11:12 pm
location: My lair
mood: anxious anxious
music: The GazettE: The End

Tomorrow I move into college.

One part of me is excited. This summer pretty much sucked and was most boring ever. I did pretty much nothing. Compared to last summer, this was aweful. It was also short and hairsplitting. I could have made my final hs summer a little better, but eh. I guess I had a case of post-graduation anti-social syndrome. It happens.

I'm glad to be free of high school. I'll be free of the immature drama that goes one there. I'll be free from my parents and I'll be free to learn things my own way. It seems my life has been so long, but it's only just beginning. But I have learned alot from high school and teenage-hood.

The other part of me doesn't want to go tomorrow. Bri and DD are going into 11th grade, and part of me wishes I was going into it with them. I want to be a teenager again, so much less freedom, but also less responsibilty. I miss 11th grade lunch, 9th grade love, 12th grade mistakes, and 10th grade drama. I miss junior high dorkiness and elemntary school innocence.

And now it's all over. Childhood is gone, college is on the way. I should go to bed now.


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